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[08 Jul 2006|12:19am] |
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I hate livejournal.
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[15 Apr 2006|10:59am] |
I need to figure out how to stop being such an angry bitch to my mom. She wants to send me back to the doctor to figure out why I get so mad. That would make me feel weak, but I think I might do it. I can't stand it when people are dicks to me for no good reason, so it's time I stop being hypocritical. I'm really sick and tired of people with attitude problems.
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[13 Mar 2006|09:34am] |
what am i doing?
what the fuck am i doing?
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[09 Mar 2006|09:34pm] |
i can't even think clearly enough to write something worth reading i'm so angry telling me to control myself only makes me more angry you try and control this you have no idea i don't care if you think you do leave me the fuck alone
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[27 Feb 2006|12:38am] |
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it's always best if you stay away from me
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[25 Jan 2006|12:50am] |
it shouldn't take hurting someone you love to stop a bad habit
i feel like such a failure
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[11 Jan 2006|07:59pm] |
i feel like it's field trip day and i've missed the god damned bus
every day i hear about how arrogant i am i talk like somebody owes me something!! that's no way to live a life
monday it's back to the dirty business of failing myself and everyone else
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[10 Jan 2006|12:20am] |
i wonder why it is that certain people think they can hurt me leave me then come waltzing back into my life
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[21 Dec 2005|12:31am] |
i don't care if you don't care

but i wish the butterflies would come fluttering back
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| so much for that |
[12 Dec 2005|11:35pm] |
Raaa ImAMonster (11:29:12 PM): things aren't like they used to be with him Raaa ImAMonster (11:29:15 PM): it feels different Raaa ImAMonster (11:29:29 PM): i fucking hate it Raaa ImAMonster (11:29:34 PM): and i fucking hate talking about it Raaa ImAMonster (11:29:37 PM): it's embarrassing IsThisThingOn5 (11:29:43 PM): im sorry Raaa ImAMonster (11:29:45 PM): what the fuck is wrong with me Raaa ImAMonster (11:29:51 PM): don't be sorry IsThisThingOn5 (11:29:56 PM): i dont like you sad Raaa ImAMonster (11:30:01 PM): everyone's fucking sorry. i'm sorry. Raaa ImAMonster (11:30:21 PM): well i'm always fucking sad. i've been sad for the past three weeks straight. IsThisThingOn5 (11:30:31 PM): whatever im coming Raaa ImAMonster (11:30:57 PM): i'm sure you'll probably meet him IsThisThingOn5 (11:31:21 PM): good IsThisThingOn5 (11:31:25 PM): ill punch him Raaa ImAMonster (11:31:30 PM): i want to punch him so bad Raaa ImAMonster (11:31:52 PM): i want to shake him and scream at him and tell him to open his fucking eyes
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[09 Dec 2005|04:09pm] |
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i'm so tired of watching other people get what i want
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[27 Nov 2005|04:22pm] |
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i'm scared
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[25 Nov 2005|11:45am] |
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waking up is not waking up unless i'm waking up with my iron fist
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[20 Nov 2005|06:32pm] |
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Paul
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| 4 minutes left |
[17 Nov 2005|11:56pm] |
i blew out 4 candles today
4 is a good number, yeah shayen? yeah
11 is good 17 is good 11/17 is better
i even caught an 11:11
i wished on all of it
thank you to all of my friends. i love you all so much. car rides, calls, comments and the best dang card i have ever received honestly, this was the best birthday in years.
oh yeah, and one more thing i love my mom... 10 dollar bills are the best especially when they come in a set of 8
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